i_like_red ([personal profile] i_like_red) wrote2007-10-06 07:18 pm

Urgh...

Urgh, I feel so tired but I can't sleep. I feel so hungry but I don't feel like eating, every time I close my eyes I see last nights events and it just makes me feel sick. I've stayed in my dorm room all day, Johan, Kenzan and Shou are here though, I'm glad I have their company right now.
Shou and Kenzan were pretty worried and wondered why we came back so late, we told them everything that happened, Kenzan was pretty angry at the situation, Shou was quiet for the rest of the night, understandable, but I'm just glad they didn't see what we did.
I just wish I could sleep....clear my head...get rid of this headache I have...

((And I see him falling asleep soon after he wrote this and the aniki cult covering him with a blanket, just for the uber cute factor~ <3))

[identity profile] ruu-not-lupus.livejournal.com 2007-10-06 07:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Are you all right, Juudai?

[identity profile] i-like-red.livejournal.com 2007-10-06 08:11 pm (UTC)(link)
I'll be fine, thanks, Ruu.
What about you? Are you okay?

[identity profile] ruu-not-lupus.livejournal.com 2007-10-06 08:13 pm (UTC)(link)
... I can't say I'm fine, but... better than I'd really expect myself to be given the circumstances.

[identity profile] i-like-red.livejournal.com 2007-10-06 08:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, I'm glad you're not feeling too bad.

[identity profile] ruu-not-lupus.livejournal.com 2007-10-06 08:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks. I'm glad you're okay, too.

[identity profile] i-like-red.livejournal.com 2007-10-06 08:22 pm (UTC)(link)
No problem and thanks, Ruu!

[identity profile] pureplainpatron.livejournal.com 2007-10-07 12:42 am (UTC)(link)
It was rather interesting last night. A glorious eulogy, a final testament to his dementia... and then he makes some deal with the devil.

I suppose there's something to be said for his dog-like tenacity, but I find it somewhat in poor taste.

[identity profile] i-like-red.livejournal.com 2007-10-07 05:11 pm (UTC)(link)
I can never understand how people can get desprate enough to do something like that, makes me wonder if he knew about what was going to happen afterwards or not...that he knew he'd become what he is now...
...I'm hoping to get a clearer picture on exactly what happened to him when I get to duel him.

[identity profile] pureplainpatron.livejournal.com 2007-10-08 12:26 am (UTC)(link)
Somehow I really doubt he planned to lose. If he HAD, then he'd have made sure that Kirihana's attack finished him, or was relatively unharmed when he committed suicide.

Hmm... good luck on that... although I do wonder if a 'duel' will do any good this time around...