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[i_like_red]

I think...this has been one of the most difficult decisions I've ever had to do.

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[observershikou.livejournal.com]

A difficult decision?

[cyber-deluxe.livejournal.com]

... mmm?

[magician-ayumi.livejournal.com]

What do you mean? .o.

[i-like-red.livejournal.com]

A very difficult one, something I've already made the decision on but...it's...sorta painful to see it through.

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

...Mn.

At least you have made your decision... Some decisions are honestly hard to go through with it, but I think it's better, in my own opinion... To stick through something you decide on, instead of changing your mind, at another time.

Granted, that all depends on whether you're sure or not, on if it is a good decision... But I don't know what decision you made, in the first place, to really judge that.

Private to Kaiser

[i-like-red.livejournal.com]

There's...a guy who wants something from me, something that really shouldn't fall into the wrong hands at all. Since I don't know this guy I made the decision to keep what he wants from me away from him until he proved to be trustworthy, only... I don't think he even has enough time to show me that.

He's dieing, what I have could save him but...at the same time, if he uses it wrongly, he could cause some real damage.

[i-like-red.livejournal.com]

Part of growing up is having to make really difficult choices, this is...just one of them I guess.

[magician-ayumi.livejournal.com]

Are you alright?

[i-like-red.livejournal.com]

I...believe it was the best choice, if I had chosen the other way...I might of been risking more than just one life but... it really is difficult.

[i-like-red.livejournal.com]

I'll be fine

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

...Mn... If you believe it to be the best, then it is the best. A person's... Perception of everything is very important, when it comes to that.

It is never truly the "best", unless if you can truly convince yourself of it.

Re: Private to Kaiser

[cyber-deluxe.livejournal.com]

Simple. He's going to get the thing regardless and we're completely screwed. It helps to be Dangerously Genre Savvy.

Re: Private to Kaiser

[i-like-red.livejournal.com]

There's no way he can get it without me giving it to him.

[magician-ayumi.livejournal.com]

That's good. We don't want an emo Juudai-nii~ :D lol j/k

[i-like-red.livejournal.com]

True, either way I'll see my decision through, just...not going to be easy.

Re: Private to Kaiser

[cyber-deluxe.livejournal.com]

Magical talking mask.

Occult magicks.

Osama bin Laden. He'll get it from you or elsewise, Juudai. Its the rules of the genre. The badguys. Must. Suceed. Partially.

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

Are there really ever any decisions that are easy to go through with, when they really matter?

[i-like-red.livejournal.com]

Haha, no we don't, people just worry when I'm like that.

Re: Private to Kaiser

[i-like-red.livejournal.com]

He still won't be able to get it. There's no way he can.

[i-like-red.livejournal.com]

No, no decision this serious is easy to go through with, you're right.

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

...Mn...

...Just make sure that you're confident in the matter. It's... A bit less painful, when you can convince yourself entirely, that it's the right choice.

[i-like-red.livejournal.com]

I will. Thanks Shikou

Re: Private to Kaiser

[cyber-deluxe.livejournal.com]

Then you'll end up giving it to him.

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

You're welcome, Juudai.

Re: Private to Kaiser

[i-like-red.livejournal.com]

I won't. It's hard to see him like that knowing what I have can help but...I'd be risking so much more just giving it to him.

[magician-ayumi.livejournal.com]

Exactly :3

Re: Private to Kaiser

[cyber-deluxe.livejournal.com]

Juudai. This is Duel Academia.

The Seven Stars go the Keys.

Saiou got his Keys.

Yubel got Super Fusion and the Sangenma and nearly all of reality.

He'll get his thing. It's the essence of the thing.

Re: Private to Kaiser

[i-like-red.livejournal.com]

Well he can't get it himself and I won't give it to him.

Re: Private to Kaiser

[cyber-deluxe.livejournal.com]

... You're not listening. You will give it to him because Unmei is a "fucking bitch". As they say.

Re: Private to Kaiser

[i-like-red.livejournal.com]

I've been described as a person who can fight against destiny before now.
I won't be giving it to him.

Re: Private to Kaiser

[cyber-deluxe.livejournal.com]

I'm not saying you won't win.

I'm just saying the thingy is going to end up his hands.

Re: Private to Kaiser

[i-like-red.livejournal.com]

Well, it won't be me who gives it to him.

Re: Private to Kaiser

[cyber-deluxe.livejournal.com]

Going to sleep.

Re: Private to Kaiser

[i-like-red.livejournal.com]

Goodnight then, Kaiser.

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

Welcome to life, Hero. When you've got everything on your shoulders, the choices only get harder... although depending on what you've gotten yourself into this time... it might not get much harder... unless you go into politics or something. *shivers*

[i-like-red.livejournal.com]

The hardest part is just watching my decision through, that's all.

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

Always is.

Just one more good reason for me not to do heroics. It's always a hassle... although I really wouldn't beat myself up over it like you do.

[i-like-red.livejournal.com]

I don't like seeing people hurt or in trouble, even complete strangers, but at the same time, sometimes it's necessary to do that...because it's the better choice.

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

...heh... Sympathy for strangers isn't my strong suit... Honestly Xi would probably know the feeling better... ...well, it was a different person... robot... thing... then. Not big on sympathy.

...yeah, maybe I'll just shut up and go away now.