A New Path

[i_like_red]

Hummm, talking to Saiou a bit more about my tarot reading, seems our conversation has opened up a new journey for me, or at least a new path I can explore. It's not without it's risks, but I feel it's something I have to do. I'm going to give it a lot of thought though and if I do decide to go through with it, it'll be after the new year, I really should spend Christmas with my friends and yeah battling a five headed dragon god.

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[artof-zen.livejournal.com]

You had your tarot done as well?

[i-like-red.livejournal.com]

Yes, I did. It...really opened up an interesting discussion.

[artof-zen.livejournal.com]

So you and Takuma-san know one another.

[i-like-red.livejournal.com]

Yeah, we didn't meet under the best of circumstances, but all that's in the past now.

[artof-zen.livejournal.com]

So what shall you do for now, Juudai?

[i-like-red.livejournal.com]

For now, I just want to take my mind off things as much as I can, spend some time with my friends, do some training, destroy that dragon, get Ryuuji back, then back to just having fun for Christmas and the New Year with everyone.
After the new year, I need to see whether I should walk this path I've found or not...to be honest, I think I will end up doing so, I'm the fool after all! The risk-taker who likes to travel...if I succeed in my journey, then I think it will help with some things.

[artof-zen.livejournal.com]

I support that. It sounds like you finally know where to go now.

[i-like-red.livejournal.com]

I do! Thanks, Yuuko-san! It's not going to be easy but... I know I can do it!

[artof-zen.livejournal.com]

If you knew you couldn't than you wouldn't have decided on it!

[i-like-red.livejournal.com]

Haha, that's true!

[artof-zen.livejournal.com]

None the less it sounds as if your tarot helped.

[i-like-red.livejournal.com]

It did. It was confusing at first, but after talking it through I at least understand what some of it meant and came to a conclusion through it.

[artof-zen.livejournal.com]

Mine was less helpful.

(She's lieing.)

[i-like-red.livejournal.com]

It was? That's a shame. Was it a good reading or a bad one?
Saiou actually mentioned one of my cards might of represented you actually...maybe in ill health he said...either that or loss of loved ones or family. Neither is comforting.

[magician-ayumi.livejournal.com]

I was kinda lost on my tarot reading ._.;;;

[i-like-red.livejournal.com]

Haha, it can be hard to understand, I don't understand it much either at times.

[magician-ayumi.livejournal.com]

He said something about my stubbornness being a bad thing :D; I can't help it, it's a part of me |D;;;

[i-like-red.livejournal.com]

Hummm, I think I can see what he's saying with that. It isn't a completely bad thing, knowing when to stand your ground is good, but sometimes doing it too often can get you into lots of trouble, it's something you'd need to control and learn when you should and shouldn't use it.

[magician-ayumi.livejournal.com]

True :D;;;;