i_like_red ([personal profile] i_like_red) wrote2008-01-27 07:27 am

Apology

Well, now I'm feeling well enough I can get round to writing a message here for everyone.

I'm sorry for the way I've been acting over this last week. It was the result of me trying to fix something and not exactly being as prepared for it as I should of been, though it has been fixed now and I won't be acting like that ever again. I just need to apologize to everyone I may of hurt or upset over the last week.

Though, if anything, this situation has reminded me that I have the best friends and girlfriend anyone could ever ask for. With you guys by my side, I know I can pick myself up from this and carry on. I proved to Haou that you guys give me the strength I need to move forward and now Haou's power is fully my own. I'm now the full complete Juudai that I needed to be.

Even though I still feel bad about what happened, I don't really have the time to mope around about it, so for the time being, I'll just try to put it to the back of my mind and just keep moving forward the best I can.
Just over three months isn't a lot of time to sort things out.

Maybe once that's over...we can have some more relaxing and fun times.

Oh! Also, Saiou, I might be mistaken, but didn't you say you wanted to see me about something?

[identity profile] saiou-takuma.livejournal.com 2008-01-27 07:46 am (UTC)(link)
Soon. We have business to discuss. And you'll be needing your Duel Disk for completely trustworthy reasons. Because I'm Saiou, and completely trusthworthy in each and every way. You know, despite trying to kill you.

[identity profile] i-like-red.livejournal.com 2008-01-27 07:53 am (UTC)(link)
Okay. Just tell me when and where and I'll be there! And of course you're trustworthy! It's not like you're working for the forces of darkness now or something!

[identity profile] saiou-takuma.livejournal.com 2008-01-27 08:05 am (UTC)(link)
Whenever you have time. I'm here for a while.

And of course not. That would be absurd, despite all the evidence to the contrary, such as the vague borderline manipulation of people. 8V

[identity profile] i-like-red.livejournal.com 2008-01-27 08:16 am (UTC)(link)
Well I'm still in the infirmary for now, they said they want to keep me in for at least today and see how I am on Monday, but hopefully I'll be released that day. This seems important so as soon as I feel okay I'll come and see you.

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2008-01-27 08:09 am (UTC)(link)
Ah... So you're normal now, then?

[identity profile] i-like-red.livejournal.com 2008-01-27 08:16 am (UTC)(link)
As normal as I'll ever be.

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2008-01-27 08:18 am (UTC)(link)
I don't mean in a sense of normality. I mean that... Well, you're acting like yourself.

[identity profile] i-like-red.livejournal.com 2008-01-27 08:21 am (UTC)(link)
Well, yeah, I'm acting like myself, that's what I meant.

[identity profile] observershikou.livejournal.com 2008-01-27 08:25 am (UTC)(link)
Good! Everything works out with that part, then.

[identity profile] i-like-red.livejournal.com 2008-01-27 08:32 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah! At least now I can get back on track with things.

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[identity profile] duelingschizo.livejournal.com 2008-01-27 08:12 am (UTC)(link)
... Are you all right?

[identity profile] i-like-red.livejournal.com 2008-01-27 08:19 am (UTC)(link)
I am, Saiga and I'm sorry. I promised I wouldn't lose and I did.

[identity profile] i-like-red.livejournal.com 2008-01-27 08:24 am (UTC)(link)
It is my fault. I challenged, I lost and everything I did while like that were my own actions, or at least the actions of the dark side of my heart. Everything is fixed now though, so I won't be having a problem with that side ever again.

[identity profile] duelingschizo.livejournal.com 2008-01-27 08:25 am (UTC)(link)
I'm glad.

But you can't blame yourself.

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[identity profile] pureplainpatron.livejournal.com 2008-01-27 08:16 am (UTC)(link)
I see you're back.

[identity profile] pureplainpatron.livejournal.com 2008-01-27 08:23 am (UTC)(link)
So... faced your inner monster and all that now, huh?

[identity profile] i-like-red.livejournal.com 2008-01-27 08:26 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, I faced it and despite the obvious difficulties, everything is okay now.

[identity profile] pureplainpatron.livejournal.com 2008-01-27 08:27 am (UTC)(link)
Hey, at least you didn't kill anyone, right?

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[identity profile] magician-ayumi.livejournal.com 2008-01-27 04:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Let me know when you're ready to reschedule our duel :3 *flashes you a Gotcha pose from where she's sitting with a smile*

[identity profile] i-like-red.livejournal.com 2008-01-27 04:54 pm (UTC)(link)
I will, I will! We both need to get out of the infirmary first!

[identity profile] magician-ayumi.livejournal.com 2008-01-27 04:55 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm surprised I haven't been released yet to be honest ;~~; I've been here since Wednesday

[identity profile] i-like-red.livejournal.com 2008-01-27 04:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, try asking if you can be released today! I think they want to keep me in one more night to make sure I'm okay, but should be out by tomorrow!

[identity profile] magician-ayumi.livejournal.com 2008-01-27 04:59 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't know, I'll try. Hopefully I can |D;

By the way, how's your fever?

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