Apology

[i_like_red]

Well, now I'm feeling well enough I can get round to writing a message here for everyone.

I'm sorry for the way I've been acting over this last week. It was the result of me trying to fix something and not exactly being as prepared for it as I should of been, though it has been fixed now and I won't be acting like that ever again. I just need to apologize to everyone I may of hurt or upset over the last week.

Though, if anything, this situation has reminded me that I have the best friends and girlfriend anyone could ever ask for. With you guys by my side, I know I can pick myself up from this and carry on. I proved to Haou that you guys give me the strength I need to move forward and now Haou's power is fully my own. I'm now the full complete Juudai that I needed to be.

Even though I still feel bad about what happened, I don't really have the time to mope around about it, so for the time being, I'll just try to put it to the back of my mind and just keep moving forward the best I can.
Just over three months isn't a lot of time to sort things out.

Maybe once that's over...we can have some more relaxing and fun times.

Oh! Also, Saiou, I might be mistaken, but didn't you say you wanted to see me about something?

Comments

[saiou-takuma.livejournal.com]

Soon. We have business to discuss. And you'll be needing your Duel Disk for completely trustworthy reasons. Because I'm Saiou, and completely trusthworthy in each and every way. You know, despite trying to kill you.

[i-like-red.livejournal.com]

Okay. Just tell me when and where and I'll be there! And of course you're trustworthy! It's not like you're working for the forces of darkness now or something!

[saiou-takuma.livejournal.com]

Whenever you have time. I'm here for a while.

And of course not. That would be absurd, despite all the evidence to the contrary, such as the vague borderline manipulation of people. 8V

[i-like-red.livejournal.com]

Well I'm still in the infirmary for now, they said they want to keep me in for at least today and see how I am on Monday, but hopefully I'll be released that day. This seems important so as soon as I feel okay I'll come and see you.

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

Ah... So you're normal now, then?

[i-like-red.livejournal.com]

As normal as I'll ever be.

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

I don't mean in a sense of normality. I mean that... Well, you're acting like yourself.

[i-like-red.livejournal.com]

Well, yeah, I'm acting like myself, that's what I meant.

[observershikou.livejournal.com]

Good! Everything works out with that part, then.

[i-like-red.livejournal.com]

Yeah! At least now I can get back on track with things.

[duelingschizo.livejournal.com]

... Are you all right?

[i-like-red.livejournal.com]

I am, Saiga and I'm sorry. I promised I wouldn't lose and I did.

[duelingschizo.livejournal.com]

... it's not your fault.

[i-like-red.livejournal.com]

It is my fault. I challenged, I lost and everything I did while like that were my own actions, or at least the actions of the dark side of my heart. Everything is fixed now though, so I won't be having a problem with that side ever again.

[duelingschizo.livejournal.com]

I'm glad.

But you can't blame yourself.

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

I see you're back.

[i-like-red.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I am.

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

So... faced your inner monster and all that now, huh?

[i-like-red.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I faced it and despite the obvious difficulties, everything is okay now.

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

Hey, at least you didn't kill anyone, right?

[magician-ayumi.livejournal.com]

Let me know when you're ready to reschedule our duel :3 *flashes you a Gotcha pose from where she's sitting with a smile*

[i-like-red.livejournal.com]

I will, I will! We both need to get out of the infirmary first!

[magician-ayumi.livejournal.com]

I'm surprised I haven't been released yet to be honest ;~~; I've been here since Wednesday

[i-like-red.livejournal.com]

Well, try asking if you can be released today! I think they want to keep me in one more night to make sure I'm okay, but should be out by tomorrow!

[magician-ayumi.livejournal.com]

I don't know, I'll try. Hopefully I can |D;

By the way, how's your fever?