i_like_red ([personal profile] i_like_red) wrote2009-05-10 01:02 am

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Home, huh...?

Hm...

[identity profile] i-like-red.livejournal.com 2009-05-10 01:13 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, um... nothing, just...
... a conversation I had with Isabel yesterday kinda made me think of something I've been kinda... putting off, that's all.

[identity profile] nottomorrowgirl.livejournal.com 2009-05-10 02:07 am (UTC)(link)
Ah...

Your...parents, right?

[identity profile] i-like-red.livejournal.com 2009-05-10 09:06 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah.

I kept telling myself I've been too busy but... I've really just been avoiding seeing them.
I WANT to see them, just...

[identity profile] nottomorrowgirl.livejournal.com 2009-05-10 09:14 am (UTC)(link)
But...you're afraid of how they might see you?

[identity profile] i-like-red.livejournal.com 2009-05-10 09:19 am (UTC)(link)
...I am.
I don't want to keep secrets from them. I want to tell them what's been happening to me so they know... but I met them a couple of months ago and... that didn't go so well as it was...

[identity profile] i-like-red.livejournal.com 2009-05-10 09:35 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah. I got Midori-san to arrange it, she told me they'd been upset when they heard I died, so I just didn't want them to be upset and let them know I was okay. My mother was happy to see me but... my dad didn't seem to understand why I was alive... he didn't seem to want to understand.
He was scared of me, in a way... I guess...

[identity profile] nottomorrowgirl.livejournal.com 2009-05-10 09:58 am (UTC)(link)
Juudai...that...that's awful...

But, you're okay now, right? The Earthbound God is gone, so, maybe you could...see them again...?

[identity profile] i-like-red.livejournal.com 2009-05-10 10:08 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, you're right. Uru's presense probably had something to do with how he reacted, I really should just see them again and see how it goes...

... won't lie and say I'm not as nervous as hell though, hahah...

[identity profile] nottomorrowgirl.livejournal.com 2009-05-10 12:31 pm (UTC)(link)
I'll be right there with you if you need me, Juudai.

[identity profile] i-like-red.livejournal.com 2009-05-10 05:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks Asuka ♥