CARMULLA!!!

YOU! CARMULLA! I'm not going to forgive you for this...
...first Chronos-sensei....then Kaiser Ryou...
...you didn't even play fair in that duel with Kasier! You KNEW that he wouldn't attack if his little brother was in danger! You knew that!!! How dare you go so low...

Why? Why is this happening!? I'M NOT GOING TO LET YOU GET AWAY WITH THIS!!!
I'm dueling you in a Shadow Game next and I will win to get back their souls!! That is a promise! A promise to myself and a promise to my friends, especially Shou! Watching how upset he is right now just makes me so angry!

And Fubuki....I read your latest jounal entry... I'm sorry, but if you go back to THEM and try something to hurt my friends then I'll stop you with every ounce of strength I have! You maybe Asuka's brother but...
...DAMNIT! ARGH!

For the next week I'm focusing only on you Carmulla!! We'll take a week to prepare then next Wednesday at your castle we'll duel!! I'm willing to risk everything to get my friends souls back!!
Nobody try and stop me either! My mind is settled on this!

Argh! If only my body would stop hurting so much...

((OOC: Well, Juudai is gonna be determined yet pissed off and angst-filled for the next week cos my fangirl side says so! YAY~! :D))

In the library...

I was up pretty early this morning, I didn't sleep so well last night, I got two hours at the most which is unlike me, I love sleeping...
...so when I woke up and spent at least another hour tossing and turning, trying to get back to sleep but failing. My head was just too full of thoughts and questions...

I ended up sneaking out of the medical room at about 7am and going to the library (Actually I'm still there, I've been there all day). I would have gone to one of my favoruite spots outside but out there all I can see is that castle and all it does is remind me of what happened yesterday...

No one was in the library so early in the morning so I had it all to myself. I spent some time just looking through my deck, sorting it out, figuring out which cards would be the best against Carmulla.
I must have fallen asleep again at some point, as one minute I remember looking at some cards and the next I'm waking up with my head on the table Oo; Also there was a blanket around me. Who found me and covered me with that I have no idea, I thank them for it though, it was a little cold in the library at that time...

While I was there I decided to work out how I'll train myself for that shadow duel with the vampire. Okay, there probably isn't anyway I could fully prepare for that but still I think it would help a little.

So with that I'll be adjusting my deck would any of you be willing to duel against me so I can test the deck out and adjust what needs to be adjusted in it? The more of you the better really!

Hummm, it's times like this I wish I was allowed to go back to class to maybe help me get my mind off everything...but while I'm recovering they won't let me. So I'm just going to use this time to prepare myself as much as I can.
Despite the way I feel right now I might see if I can't arrange something fun for us all to get our minds off things. Last week, before recent events, I was thinking it would be fun to have a little get together to play some sports or something, I know Misawa would enjoy that anyway...
...it's just too bad Kasier can't join us...
If any of you are up for that I'll talk to Ayuko-sensei and see if we can borrow the sports place for like an afternoon or something. It's up to you guys what you'd like to play...

Besides I'm not going to get stronger just by dueling and adjusting my deck. I need to train both my mind and body Okay....I just read that off the spine of a book in here, but it's true!

Y'know...I'm suddenly very aware that I'm hungry...

((OOC: Yeah, I know, it's the most OOC Juudai post EVER! XD So apparently Juudai's academy angst spot is the library :D Hummm, but there is an open angst spot at the lighthouse now XD))