Private Entry ((Only Kouyou can see~))

I want to believe that side of me is dead now, that Haou is gone, I promised myself that would never happen again but...after talking to someone today, they told me that a persons dark side never dies, it lays dormant and awaken when I least want it to.
The last thing I want is to turn like that again, I just...can't. I couldn't control it that time, if it happens again...
I guess I shouldn't give it too much thought for now. I've got more important things to concentrate on.