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I never EVER want to see something like that ever again...it was...awful...just...awful...
...and somehow...it seems...he's still walking about...? He couldn't of survived that, no way, but he's....still around...somehow...


((Anyone close to Juudai (Or maybe not so close who knows) who wasn't there can feel free to post and be concerned over this post and ask what's up, since he's not being very clear XD;))

Urgh...

Urgh, I feel so tired but I can't sleep. I feel so hungry but I don't feel like eating, every time I close my eyes I see last nights events and it just makes me feel sick. I've stayed in my dorm room all day, Johan, Kenzan and Shou are here though, I'm glad I have their company right now.
Shou and Kenzan were pretty worried and wondered why we came back so late, we told them everything that happened, Kenzan was pretty angry at the situation, Shou was quiet for the rest of the night, understandable, but I'm just glad they didn't see what we did.
I just wish I could sleep....clear my head...get rid of this headache I have...

((And I see him falling asleep soon after he wrote this and the aniki cult covering him with a blanket, just for the uber cute factor~ <3))