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Nov. 8th, 2007 07:05 pmI can't believe how long it took me to find someone who knew which room at Ra Yellow was Saiga's.
I had a very interesting conversation with the E-Hero spirits in his deck though...or should I say...HER deck. Don't worry Saiga, for now, I'll keep that to myself along with everything else I learned from them, that's why this post can only be seen by you and me, none of this is really your fault anyway.
So, it seems like you were pretty much brainwashed into thinking your spirits weren't even real and those pills you've been taking are really worrying me, with how they not only just block out the spirits, but effect your emotions too...not to mention this whole claiming to be male thing from the way you were treated...it's all just so...sad, especially since you had no power or say in this yourself, as well as your spirits...they were drawn to you, and only you, Saiga and they're still there for you.
I know your mother was just looking out for you but...it really angers me that there's people out there who have this kind of technology to do this sort of thing, to separate a duelist from their spirits that they have a connection with, to make them believe they aren't even real when we know they are!
And I guess, I really owe you an apology for getting so angry at you. I thought this was something you were told that you believed, when the belief was more forced upon you.
But those pills you're on, I just don't trust them at all. They're suppressing everything about you, not just your ability to see spirits but also the way you act.
I had a very interesting conversation with the E-Hero spirits in his deck though...or should I say...HER deck. Don't worry Saiga, for now, I'll keep that to myself along with everything else I learned from them, that's why this post can only be seen by you and me, none of this is really your fault anyway.
So, it seems like you were pretty much brainwashed into thinking your spirits weren't even real and those pills you've been taking are really worrying me, with how they not only just block out the spirits, but effect your emotions too...not to mention this whole claiming to be male thing from the way you were treated...it's all just so...sad, especially since you had no power or say in this yourself, as well as your spirits...they were drawn to you, and only you, Saiga and they're still there for you.
I know your mother was just looking out for you but...it really angers me that there's people out there who have this kind of technology to do this sort of thing, to separate a duelist from their spirits that they have a connection with, to make them believe they aren't even real when we know they are!
And I guess, I really owe you an apology for getting so angry at you. I thought this was something you were told that you believed, when the belief was more forced upon you.
But those pills you're on, I just don't trust them at all. They're suppressing everything about you, not just your ability to see spirits but also the way you act.
