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So...Uebel is back. Should of figured she'd find a way to come back, but I'm going to see to it that she's stopped before she does ANY more damage to anything here. If anything I'll just use Haou against her, what better than using the very power she awakened in me, against her? Between Darkness and now her I've just...had enough of all this crap.
Ruu, I'm not sure if there is anyway to get her soul back...but I'll try. She might of been part of Uebel but...she doesn't want to be.
I've been doing some practising with Haou, just here and there. Kefka-sensei's class seems like it's a good way to learn more about Haou and how to use that side of me in a non-dueling environment, I even got 100% on the homework he set...not sure if that's a good or a bad thing really...I just used Haou and let that side of me write what it wanted...what I wrote was...shocking but...I can't allow myself to be scared of what that side of me can do or I'll never be able to use Haou's power in full.
Luckily, Yuuko-san gave me something that will gradually bring back my memories of Asuka, in fact some have come back already, I at least remember a few bits now, mostly recent things, who she is...how much I wanted to be with her this Christmas and make it special for her...
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....if I can, I want to aim to get her back before Christmas, heh, if she'll have me back. I led her and the others into such a dangerous situation when I shouldn't of done and it's my fault that happened to her...winning and lifting the wish might not make her stop hating me.
Ruu, I'm not sure if there is anyway to get her soul back...but I'll try. She might of been part of Uebel but...she doesn't want to be.
I've been doing some practising with Haou, just here and there. Kefka-sensei's class seems like it's a good way to learn more about Haou and how to use that side of me in a non-dueling environment, I even got 100% on the homework he set...not sure if that's a good or a bad thing really...I just used Haou and let that side of me write what it wanted...what I wrote was...shocking but...I can't allow myself to be scared of what that side of me can do or I'll never be able to use Haou's power in full.
Luckily, Yuuko-san gave me something that will gradually bring back my memories of Asuka, in fact some have come back already, I at least remember a few bits now, mostly recent things, who she is...how much I wanted to be with her this Christmas and make it special for her...
......
....if I can, I want to aim to get her back before Christmas, heh, if she'll have me back. I led her and the others into such a dangerous situation when I shouldn't of done and it's my fault that happened to her...winning and lifting the wish might not make her stop hating me.
