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So... I guess things are more or less back to normal, I'm glad everything is over now.
I still feel guilty over everything that happened... even if most of it was pretty much out of my own control, but I guess that's just the way things are. I really should just... move on and be happy that things are okay, which I am.

Last night, I started making this weird list of things I wanted to do and things I should do now things are back to normal and I found myself hoping my tendency to get caught up in supernatural goings on will stay away for a while... so I can get to do them and sort myself out. I kinda feel like a wreck in some ways. Just mentally, emotionally and even physically exhausted.

I want to carry on getting myself into the Pro-League... I think before all this stuff happened, my paperwork and application were or had been processed. I'll have to talk to Midori-san and Kouyou-san about that, but damn, I need a job, I really can't keep having Asuka and Manjoume pay for everything, but guess I'll have to make sure to pace myself with this, so it doesn't add to the exhaustion I'm feeling right now.

I want to go and see my parents again. I... miss them. After my dad's reaction the last time I met them I'm a bit apprehensive but... I want to tell them everything, just get everything out of the way and let them see the person I've become. Not sure how they'll react but... guess we'll see...

I need to catch up with my college work... luckily Shou's gonna lend me his notes for the dueling classes we have together... the Duel Spirit class shouldn't be too hard to catch up on.

Though, I think right now I just wanna relax a little and just spend time with Asuka and my friends.

( Private to Desdemona-san )