What the....

...urgh, I really don't feel that great today. I just...my head hurts, I feel a bit nauseous too, I just have this weird feeling that I really want to be somewhere or with someone but...I don't know who.
And who's this "Asuka" everyone keeps mentioning?...in fact, a lot of my journal entries mention her...but I don't remember ever writing them, or at least the bits about this girl, I even claim to love her in one entry...how can I love someone I've never met? ARGH! What in the hell is going on!? Someone tell me!

...I dueled Darkness last night...can't exactly remember why I dueled him now, my memory of last night has so many...blanks. Though I remember it honestly looked like I was going to win...I managed to get out Mr. Kouyou's card...The Earth but...things turned around quickly when Darkness managed to get out Five God Dragon. Even with Haou...I lost...
...but, che, I'm going to keep to what I told Darkness after that duel. I'll get stronger and stronger and take him on again! Even if I have to practise and learn how to use Haou's power in full, that is what I'll do! I've got a lot of friends willing to help me with that and I know with their help I'll become stronger! Much stronger!!
Just you wait Darkness, I'll take you on again and I'll win!

Ah, and Yuuko-san! Thanks for letting me stay over at the shop last night. I just...felt too tired to move.